Sunday, December 2, 2007

Reason behind habit

well, as u can see, i have a Plugoo box to the left of my blog entries, its connected directly to my MSN messenger, so feel free to leave a message. that is, if you don't want your comments to be known ...

Anyway, i resolved, that i was going to study (after reading another chapter of the manga) when i suddenly wanted to grab something to munch on ... so i went to the kitchen, scanned the fridge and my line of eyesight landed upon the pitted prunes (sunsweet). so i took it out, put it on a table near the basin. When i reached for the chopsticks, i looked up to the TV and saw Zhou Hua Jian/ Wakin/ Emil Chau. so i thought, wow cool i can listen to him sing! so i ate some of the prunes using the chopsticks because i don't want the sticky juice to stick on my fingers, and Emil Chau talked to the emcee the entire time. i was still standing behind the kitchen at that time, and the commercial came before he got to sing something (-_-)ll| ...

Well, my point is... the 4th prune was going into my mouth when suddenly i had a flashback of my mom asking me why do I eat like a maid. Meaning, i have this habit to eat behind the kitchen counter, away from the living room (actually more like, away from the view of the people sitting in the living room). Yeah, so at that time i suddenly realized why ... it was because my dad would always chase me away from the living room whenever i'm watching tv. so i was pretending to eat/drink behind the counter, hoping that my existence was not known there. so that i could watch more of the tv. here is an example of my living room/ kitchen space
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sofa . . . TV
wallwallwall
sink&counter
. . x 'ol me